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Name: courtney
Birthday: 9/30/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: music, writing, reading, activism, yoga, pride stuff, going to church, martial arts, drums/percussion, drum corps, pilates, flamingos, ladybugs, the matrix, lord of the rings, thunderbirds
Expertise: student who's subbing
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research
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Yahoo:  tinkerbell_6_99
Member Since:
2/5/2005
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| so i figured, if i'm going to apply somewhere else, and there's nothing in denton and hasn't been for months, i might as well apply somewhere where i'd like to live. i already applied last year in houston(didn't get it; wasn't that interested anyway) and boston where you have to live in order to get the job.
i also got my first headhunter's letter a few weeks ago. king county library system in washington state. the seattle area. very groovy.
so, here are my choice of places (thus far):
san francisco
santa fe
seattle
providence (ri)
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| with my ever so lovely and wonderful interview today and my mom bugging me to apply not in the dfw(okay, denton) area, i've started to think that life's just plain going crazy. i mean, why do i have to apply elsewhere? why can't i just stay here? it's the only place i've wanted to be since i was 15. it's the only place i've really called home since i was nine. i feel like i'm just stuck, though, and it's impossible to get out. i hate my job, am really not fond of my co wokers, and want to do something else. i want a nice boy to call my own. i want to be more of a hippie and less bored with everything. i want to work decent hours and not get home an hour later. all those generations before at least knew what was expected of them. we don't. we have the freedom to do whatever we want. maybe that's just it. we want too much. i hate my life. except on weekends. and then, i'm free. it's like a weekend pass to the oasis. where it's always midnight and there's a pink, neon flamingo in the window. | | |
| when they told me here at work, i was amazed. you're kidding, right? was what i was thinking. heath ledger? dead at 28? this can't be right. but, somehow, it is. this really shouldn't be happening. not at our ages. i mean, i'm only 27. we shouldn't be losing people until we're well over the hill and middle aged and all that jazz. not now. not so young. | | |
| i'm just sitting here at work, ready and anxious to leave. i'm going to denton and then to fayetteville, ar to see hairspray with rose and mer. i'm sad cause i miss denton. i really want to move back and aggrivated that nothing's come through. ugh. most people really don't understand. they're there with all their friends and not an hour away. if i go there during the week, i have to make special accomidations because from work it's over an hour and a half. weekends are just as bad if i'm not staying. it takes enough time just to get there and back. i miss out on getting to do things- even little let's hang out things. i'll probably miss cr Christmas party because i can't "get my payment to someone in cr the week after i sign up" and they don't seem to want to take to the option of me mailing it to them. i have five minutes of work left. i'm leaving. | | |
| after careful consideration, i've decided not to go to dallas blues bootcamp. i'd really like to guy. but, i think a lot has to do with sam blue, who;ll be there. i decided long ago to not do things because of guys. yeah, there are times where i've broken that rule. but now's not one of them. oh well. i'd rather just dance with sam blue at the shot gun palace. there's a church singles retreat that weekend, so i'm thinking of going after i get off work.
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